can anyone tell me where they've all gone? or am i just romanticizing and they never really existed in the first place? is it too much to ask that people are honest, and not backstabbing freaks? i have a small core group of people that i care about very much, and i'm beginning to think that meeting anyone new is pointless. every time i do they end up being completely fake. i would assume (wrongly i'm sure) that by age 33 i could find some people who have settled into a niche and stopped trying to prove something.
i make no apologies for who i am: a crazy, hyperactive, intelligent, loud-mouthed, offensive, overweight lady. seriously, i actually really enjoy who i am. i have great character and if you get to know me and you aren't a buttpimple, i am actually quite a wonderful person to have in your corner. unfortunately my judgment fails me and i sometimes come to trust those that i shouldn't. am i jaded? hell yes. have i completely cut myself off from meeting new folks? no. oh, and don't get me started on trying to find a man to date that i can stand for longer than a few weeks. i am changing for no one, just as i would expect no one to change for me. i just really wish that more people had enough self-esteem to be themselves with no apologies
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